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No It's Not

by Radioactive Material

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1.
You see me standing alone on this mountain just to see if I can get around I don't know where to go and it seems like I'm left on the prowl It feels so alone when you're not with me when you're around or not at all I'm so sick and tired just to see you're not there to catch me when I fall And I can't go on without you You make me see things that aren't true Because you're mine I don't want to share please just be aware that I can't go on without you Come on! And you need me after all and I need you so make that call
2.
White Stains 01:51
White stains on my bed can't get you out of my head I saw you at the party last night Ever since, I can't shake the feeling I want to hold you tight but you'll never notice me So all I can do is just beat the meat Tissues, scented candles, body lotion thoughts of you get the juices flowing White stains on my bed can't get you out of my head White stains on my bed can't get you into my bed
3.
Hold on tight, don't let go here's the night that started off slow then it got fast and I hope it would last till the break of dawn so it's up we go Will this last till we get older? If you need to lean, then you got my shoulder things are different but we're still the same Embrace the past because we got no shame Because we're all ready we're young and crazy Tired of waiting for what just could be the best night of our lives Don't care what's wrong or right at least we can say we tried with courage in our hearts and friends right by our side it's the best night of our lives Go!
4.
Come with me, we'll dance tonight We'll dance away the moon so bright We'll shine in the light Kiss me and hold me tight All those lonely nights that I spent were made up today So tell me, tell me you'll stay I want no one but you So tell me that you feel that way too Stay in my arms and I'll show you that I really do
5.
I'm losing friends, I'm losing sleep with all these thoughts I shouldn't keep creeping into my head Please don't ask me how I've been The answer hasn't changed and I can no longer pretend that I don't want to leave my bed today I think I'd be better off in someone else's head today Please don't ask me how I've been because the same old song is on loop, it's on loop again You think you got a good price but you're just buying time You could tell yourself that you've forgotten but you'd be lying Your misery's a local tabloid, it's the talk of the town So throw it in a local watering hole where it can drown This is what a perfect person looks like It doesn't look like you This is what a perfect person looks like Take a picture or two
6.
Hello girl that's to good to be Can I get a bit of your sympathy? You don't know what it's like for boys like me I talk strong with confidence but still I can't seem to handle this Can't compete, even though I'm the best That's the first time I've asked you out That's the first time you've shot me down now I'm alone with this heartache time to learn from my own mistake When I talk, you just walk away can't call, you ignore me anyway now I'm the one you like to hate Seems like there's no hope for me No chance to fulfill my dreams I'll move on, get over it and be free That's the second time I've asked you out That's the second time you've shot me down now I'm alone with this heartache time to learn from my own mistake Constant amount of rejection fuels my aggravation due to humiliation That's the last time I asked you out That's the last time you've shot me down now I'm alone with this heartache time to learn from my own mistake And it's not too late
7.
We're lost, we're out of place We're lost, things will never be the same I used to think that things were great Now I wonder if it was all just fake Still don't get how everything changed Maybe I'm better off this way How will I ever know? We're lost, we're out of place How did we end up here? We're lost, things will never be the same Where do we go from here? I don't know how I got here Haven't felt this way since I was sixteen (sixteen) There were times I still thought of you Now those days have fallen through (fallen through) Why did I even bother? This is uncharted territory I'll have to map it out myself Who knows if I'll even get it right? Well at least I tried...You never tried Go!
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When you see 'em walking down the road you gotta know So let the truth be told You gotta see What's wrong from right You gotta look and open your eyes Shaved heads and braces Big boots and laces No room for racists Respect a real skinhead You gotta know the difference Know you gotta know When you hear all the sounds of roots like Roy Ellis and Laurel Atkin too you can sing with all the black and white rude boys like in '69
9.
There's times I'm wrong and there's times I'm right but there's no need to start a fight You're always telling me this and that But I think it's just a bunch of crap (crap) Yelling at me all the time and treating me like I committed a crime Just leave me alone and let me be and I won't chop down your cherry tree I'm sorry for the things that I do I'm sorry, I'll be me and you be you I'm sorry, I can't be like you I'm sorry, but screw you You're always there getting in my face yet you say I'm the one who's out of place Get out of my head, get out of my mind You're constantly stepping out of line I try try try to gain your trust but I just feel like all is lost I failed to take you on a date now I'm stuck here at home to masturbate I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry dad I always seem to make you mad I'm sorry to my boss at work it's not my fault you're a jerk I'm sorry to my girlfriend too I tried to do everything for you I'm sorry to all of you, I'm sorry, but screw you I'm sorry, but screw you
10.
Empty Dreams 02:41
You fall for a lot when you swear off guys (Cut all the ties) Your heart opens up when it's torn between lies (Nowhere to hide) He tells you he cares and that's what you need (Why can't you see?) His act seems together but it's ripping at the seams And you're going through a phase asking 'What does all this mean?' And I'm wishing someone would pour some truth into your glass of empty dreams Let's go! A book of poetry unrhymed (Out of time) A stocked library unalphabetized (Nothing is right) A book of classic literature unbound (Worn out) What's a loyal partner if he's messing around?
11.
Sorry, but I can't stay I just gotta get away Come with me, no time for hesitation Pack it up, we're going on vacation When work and school has got you down and there's no fun to be found just grab a friend to take by your side Don't waste time, go have fun tonight If you're too stressed to handle this, then forget it all don't put up with it The moment for adventure's here Take my hand, no need to fear because Now's the time to say goodbye and leave all your problems far behind Now's the time for one last try to leave your home and take a ride
12.
I drank too much, I called you up confessed my love and that was tough Cuz now I fear I'll lose you dear It's not what you wanna hear I don't know (where this is going no) I don't know (It's just another love story) So I hope (you and me could be happy) I'm usually alone (but now I got you baby) I'm sobered up from all the stuff So what the fuck was I thinking of? But luckily you're here with me and now you see it's meant to be Another drunken love story Hey! I drank too much, I called you up confessed my love and that was tough No need to fear I'll lose you dear Cuz you're with me and my beer
13.
I've got the world (You've got the world) in the palm of my hands A really cool guitar (And cruising in the car) with an awesome band I feel so good (Just like you should) Cuz I'm young and free There's nothing you can do (Ain't nothing you can do) to bother me Yeah yeah yeah Nothing bad is in my sight I look around and everything is fine So I smile and laugh all night Cuz I'm just having the time of my life Go! I've got a girl (You've got a girl) with a perfect smile I'd do anything for her (And give everything to her) and go the extra mile I'm going to live my life (Day and night) and live it optimistic I'm not gonna be (No I'm not gonna be) Fucking pessimistic I got everything I need So I'm living it large And everything is close and never too far
14.
Reach the stars and make a wish Fall asleep and dream a dream Never stop, just go for it and what you see just might be Even when I close my eyes I can see and still be free So just believe in you and I Cuz it's what is meant to be Sha-la-la la-la la-la la la Sha-la-la la -la la-la la Sha-la-la la-la la-la la la Sha-la-la la -la la-la la Make the best with what you got Love and faith is all you need Life is short, don't let it rot If we get hurt all we do is bleed It doesn't matter what they say I could do anything Live it up every single day So fuck it all, just let me sing

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Recorded in the beginning of 2015. First full length album of NY Punk Rock band Radioactive Material featuring Zach Katz on bass, Kenny K on guitar, Justin Caputo on drums and all three members doing vocals. The LP consists of love songs, believing in your dreams & never giving up and battling depression by realizing you can get through anything by having fun with the right friends in your life.

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released December 19, 2015

Produced, engineered & mixed by
The Jerry Farley
Music recorded at Nova Studio NYC
Vocals & additional instrumentation
recorded at Secret Weapon in Brooklyn.
Mastered by Mike Watts @Vudu Studios (Port Jefferson NY)

Jerry Farley:
Keys on
Truthful Difference
Vocals on
Tell Me You'll Stay
Empty Dreams
Drunk N' Love Story
Additional guitars
Truthful Difference
Drunk N' Love Story

Justin Caputo:
Additional guitars
Mistaken Heartache
The 'Spur Of The Moment' Solution

All songs written and recorded by Radioactive Material except
'Lonely Without You' written by Brandon Skidmore
'Tell Me You'll Stay' written by Andrea Brillante

Extra special thanks to
Frankie Nasso at Nova
Justin For Nothing
Alan at Secret Weapon
Rob of Deuce Banger

Photography by Alice Mari

Album artwork by Adam Kokoni

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Radioactive Material New York, New York

Formed in the summer of 2011 by Justin Caputo and Kenny K. After multiple friends filling out on bass, Zach Katz would join the band in 2014 to complete the trio of shared punk rock influences such as Ramones, Sex Pistols, The Clash, Reel Big Fish, Less than Jake, Misfits, Greenday, and Rancid just to name a few. Refusing to never stop writing songs about partying, adult humor, and friends. ... more

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